This is where I fall apart

Who knew one could find heart break in a letter.

Before you judge me I don’t mean a letter written by one person, delivered to another. I mean a letter of the alphabet specifically in regards to grades.

Yesterday was grade day, the day when your worth is measured by a simple letter. Today I have been deemed a failure. Across the board a failure. 5 F’s for 5 classes.

Thus in front of me now is the daunting notion of repaying debt for a semester’s worth of classes which will do nothing to further my career but, have instead left me questioning if I will ever be anything or if perhaps it would be better if I simply allowed the world to swallow me.